FANTABULOUS SUPERWOMAN!:D

OHkay..today i just talk with a SUPERWOMAN!
yea..superwoman and i mean so:D
wondering who is she?
She's actually a friend who is in the same ballet school that i used to go..yeah..it's a PAST TENSE,and it means that,i've stop learning balletD:
Don't ask me why i stopped because it's a long long long story,and im tired talking about it.Ohkay,back to this girl,undeniable,she's an amazing girl.Jessica,no idea how old is she,but i bet she's 22 or something?What im sure is that she stopped ballet when she was 7 and came back to ballet world after her SPM.

It's funny when she just knew i had stopped ballet when i'd already stopped dancing for almost a year..O_O funny right?hahaxD but actually,her classes are like jumble-mumble and because she stopped ballet for almost 10 years,she have to pay more effort to do her best.So,she will go for different classes and she was the same class with me before i left.But there were many things happened in that period..She bang her car and walked into the studio with her tired face, explaining the accident and  told us she did not sleep and stay awaken for almost two days...what can I say..:OSHe's just too pro and still wanted to come for class although she's tired..After that,she had a surgery on her left foot.We were all shocked as she said she had a surgery on her toe..when we see her cound,it was like OOOUUUCH!:Oohkay,so after that,i dont even have the chance to say goodbye to herD:and what she thought is that our class didnt clash together and that's why she didnt know that i stopped ballet.=.=

today,we talked a lot.and honestly,we didnt talk much when we're in the studio >_
Jessica,your leg is hurt and doctor asked you to stop dancing.But your passion stopped you from doing another surgery and you ignored the pain,continue dancing.I know it's a hard time for you but i know you couldnt stop chasing your dreams:DTake care my dear,lots of love and bless you:)

DO NOT WATCH THIS IF YOU"RE SCARED OF BLOOD OR YOU ARE EATING.

ohkay,this movie,and the main character,is JESSICA!bravo to her and her team!:D

p.s. this world is smallsmallsmall!after talking,only we know she's in the same college with my cousin .

Stop.I told myself to stop.Stop doing stupid things.This is reality and not like what you think.Never cry because no one will pity on you. This is reality.

you're really meanD:

It's not only about running

Im totally exhausted after the cross-country in padang merbok,an activity held by school.I didnt plan of running with who,but before i run,this question just popped out from my mind.Arent i gonna find a friend to accompany me?It'll be quite boring if i didnt do so,and even demotivated:( Finally,before running,found my best friend and we promised to run together.I didnt thought of any prize thing as im not that good in running.As long as i ran finish the 4.5km,i'll be satisfied.Nope,should be,after sweating I'll be totally satisfied as it's kinda  releasing all my stress i think.:D Last year,I was running with no one, and I was so demotivated..Luckily before i ended the race,i met Jean and we kept encouraged each other and finished the whole running thing together.The epic moment when you ended doing something with your friend:D

This time with her,kinda excited:DIt's been a long time for us to play together ,seriously,and this time,i just really like the time we spent together.We kept running,in between exhaling and inhaling the air,something kept appearing in my mind-We're gonna finish this together,TOGETHER,i do mean together.Im not gonna leave her.

Giving up?i do thought of that when im running out of breath.But as you heard someone shouted your name,without knowing that "someone" as you're concentrating in your running,it was just a motivation that let you keep moving on.That voice,i had no idea who was it,but it pushed my to the finish line.

Running with her made me think that i have no right to stop down.Heaving is uncomfortable,but we did it:D

It's not only about running,but also friendship.

yea,it's been a long time and im back:D
having a mood to write blogpost..
seems like..
nt in a good mood i think?
started to think about the feeling that i used to have in the old days.Eventually, I have to say that i've lost it.Is this one of a part of growing up or what?I have no idea,but to reminisce.I can feel it.Holiday night,kind of a steady mood.It's been a long time I don't have the chance to listen to songs that I like with a stedy heart,sometimes with a broken heart.Broken hearted feeling,perhaps it's been a long time that you didn't appear yourself.Kinda miss you broken hearted, but it may be a good thing that you didn't show up yourself.:DThinking about all kinds of problems these days.Someone ask about these,and I hate myself for not thinking about "these" before "this".Maybe I should be asking myself who am I to you.Thinking too much?Yes to the old days but I have to think more now:O

Who are you to me?A friend?A texuality friend?yea...textuallity.kinda love this word,but i hate using this on you:(

Did you ever have this kinda feeling?That kinda feeling,that kinda ambience,that kinda mood,that kinda breeze.It seemed to be familiar and I used to have it,but i seemed to lost it.Finding back that kinda familiar feeling,it just let me feel like IM LOST.Shouldn't i ought to be like this?No,i think.I should free myself right?But that kind of broken hearted,i miss it:(


"Im a ghost,of a girl that I want to be most.Im a shell of a girl that i used to know well."
"I'll never let a love get so close"
:favourite lyrics:

I just love listening to christina perri's songs as her songs really read my heart and all of my feelings were in it. Thinking too much now?Perhaps...no one will know:)

I just miss myself:(

=Mickey-fever=

1928,mickey was born.:D
went to midvalley and saw all kinds of mickey.The fancy one,the metallic one,the horror one.All i can say is,THOSE DESIGNS DO LET ME WOW!And people are in Mickey-fever!


I came back,and started doddle-ing.
mickeymickeymickey...kinda hard to draw huh..
what about hidden mickey?
yea~that's it!:D
plain and simple:) I just love it <3 simple one and just remind me about the hidden mickey that i usually watch in disney channel in the old days:) Remember the time that you nearly stick on the television screen,just to find that hidden mickey?It's just childhood:)


Know what? Mickey was actually a rabbit!mickey rabbit?Ohno,Mickey is just a replacement for Oswald the Lucky Rabbit.Hard to believe huh..More info,check on Wikipedia.


*ps.i just love this piece so muchhie <3

=holiday?I'm lovin it.=

IT'S HOLIDAY PEEEPS!:D

i've been craving for this 2weeks holiday,and,HERE IT COMES:D

may gonna leave and here comes june.

time flies fast,faster than i thought:O

busy in study,busy in playing,busy in wadeva thing

ive been in a damn new environment,damn stressful environment,for almost 5 months

pressure,pressure and pressureD:

i thought it would be a fun and unforgettable senior middle four,

yet,

it seems like

ekhem..

should i give more time?

or should i give in more effort?

humph...at least,it started to get fun now:)

*besides the resultD:

wadeva..

it's holiday and i just dont wanna waste it:D

lots of things to do,

and wish me good luck in the next semester:P