Stop.I told myself to stop.Stop doing stupid things.This is reality and not like what you think.Never cry because no one will pity on you. This is reality.

you're really meanD:

It's not only about running

Im totally exhausted after the cross-country in padang merbok,an activity held by school.I didnt plan of running with who,but before i run,this question just popped out from my mind.Arent i gonna find a friend to accompany me?It'll be quite boring if i didnt do so,and even demotivated:( Finally,before running,found my best friend and we promised to run together.I didnt thought of any prize thing as im not that good in running.As long as i ran finish the 4.5km,i'll be satisfied.Nope,should be,after sweating I'll be totally satisfied as it's kinda  releasing all my stress i think.:D Last year,I was running with no one, and I was so demotivated..Luckily before i ended the race,i met Jean and we kept encouraged each other and finished the whole running thing together.The epic moment when you ended doing something with your friend:D

This time with her,kinda excited:DIt's been a long time for us to play together ,seriously,and this time,i just really like the time we spent together.We kept running,in between exhaling and inhaling the air,something kept appearing in my mind-We're gonna finish this together,TOGETHER,i do mean together.Im not gonna leave her.

Giving up?i do thought of that when im running out of breath.But as you heard someone shouted your name,without knowing that "someone" as you're concentrating in your running,it was just a motivation that let you keep moving on.That voice,i had no idea who was it,but it pushed my to the finish line.

Running with her made me think that i have no right to stop down.Heaving is uncomfortable,but we did it:D

It's not only about running,but also friendship.

yea,it's been a long time and im back:D
having a mood to write blogpost..
seems like..
nt in a good mood i think?
started to think about the feeling that i used to have in the old days.Eventually, I have to say that i've lost it.Is this one of a part of growing up or what?I have no idea,but to reminisce.I can feel it.Holiday night,kind of a steady mood.It's been a long time I don't have the chance to listen to songs that I like with a stedy heart,sometimes with a broken heart.Broken hearted feeling,perhaps it's been a long time that you didn't appear yourself.Kinda miss you broken hearted, but it may be a good thing that you didn't show up yourself.:DThinking about all kinds of problems these days.Someone ask about these,and I hate myself for not thinking about "these" before "this".Maybe I should be asking myself who am I to you.Thinking too much?Yes to the old days but I have to think more now:O

Who are you to me?A friend?A texuality friend?yea...textuallity.kinda love this word,but i hate using this on you:(

Did you ever have this kinda feeling?That kinda feeling,that kinda ambience,that kinda mood,that kinda breeze.It seemed to be familiar and I used to have it,but i seemed to lost it.Finding back that kinda familiar feeling,it just let me feel like IM LOST.Shouldn't i ought to be like this?No,i think.I should free myself right?But that kind of broken hearted,i miss it:(


"Im a ghost,of a girl that I want to be most.Im a shell of a girl that i used to know well."
"I'll never let a love get so close"
:favourite lyrics:

I just love listening to christina perri's songs as her songs really read my heart and all of my feelings were in it. Thinking too much now?Perhaps...no one will know:)

I just miss myself:(